There can be little doubt about that.
Self-motivated. Self-starter. Dedicated, Disciplined.
This, has always been me. I like being this way. I like being Bree Hodge crossed with a bit of Susan. I like having the clean house, the put together kids, the baking done and time for my games and embroidery too.
So tell me why I am suffering from a serious lack of motivation.
Lately, if it isnt a desperate need, I dont bother. Its not that I dont have the time, its just that I dont have the will. Theres something - it feels like theres something almost blocking me from doing anything at all.
Lists help a bit, but... than I get to the point where I cant even be bothered in making those again.
What the double H Hocky sticks is happening to me? (sorry, had to throw that in... my apologize...)
help?
1 comment:
sounds like the fatigue and apathy of depression, i know it well.
(((hugs)))
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