grrrrrr

I cannot begin to say how much I hate the modern church.
I feel like no one reads a bible anymore.
No one understands the nature of love anymore.

I feel like no one, not even me, would ever have the courage to stand up and ask what they all think they are doing. Certianly, no one would ever have the courage to *live* the way they should.

I know that God doesnt really "expect" his children to be anything other than children until we get to heaven...But Im so tired of being two.