The Problem...

The problem with being a personal trainer is that people expect you to be in great shape.
Im not.
The problem with being a stay at home mom is that people expect you to love being the housewife and mom...
I dont, not always.
The problem with being a "gamer" in any way shape or form is that people expect you to be able to play for hours...
and I cant.

The problem with being a personal trainer, a stay at home mom, a housewife, and a gamer is that I really dont want to be any of those things.

The next time anybody tries to shove me in a box and label me Im going to kick their ass, then pray for them...
Then Ill bake them cookies, and help them with their self esteem.... argh.

Tigger is going back to school in September. 2 months.
For two months I get to be activity girl again. Gym, wife, mom...
and then *I* get to go back to school.

Not for my masters, and not for anything really big - yet...
Just for a few weekend courses to get my AFLCA Certification. (Alberta Fitness Leadership blahblahblah....) Just 20-24 hours per course. Exercise Theory and Resistance Trianing to start. But I think I may also take Group Exercise Fundementals, Fitness for the Older Adult, and the Ever Active Kids Module.
Of course, this means that I have exactly 4 months to get back into fighting form, and its going to be a nasty road.
But I want to do this. I may even go further, eventually... these are just basic weekend type classes. I think it would be amusing, eventually, to hold a degree in physical fitness, and theology. Then all Id need is one in psychology or a related topic and Ill have the whole triune...
Too funny.

Tigger hates school though. He isnt good at it, and hes scared. Scared about our financial situation while hes out of work, scared about passing, and scared about the future.

And Im just getting more and more annoyed by the mass stupidity I see around me in people, and am more and more tempted just to hide in my house and avoid. Because honestly - the stupid *hurts*.