Friday, December 3, 2010

So,

I didnt keep track quite as well as I wanted to, this year....
But, it looks like, this is the way it rolled.

Romeos top ten movies, of 2010 - in no particular order.

Easy Virtue
Jurassic Park (all three)
Sherlock Holmes
Star Trek
The Hurt Locker
Boondock Saints (1&2)
Snatch
Ironman (1&2)
Crank (1&2)
How to Train your Dragon.

Romeos top ten TV shows, of 2010

Supernatural
Deadwood
Glee
Greys Anatomy
True Blood
Dexter
Lost
The Mentalist
Bones
Numbers.

Romeos top ten songs, of 2010

World Outside - the Devlins
The Quest - Bryn Christopher
Dragula - Rob Zombie
It Doesnt Matter Anymore - Serena Ryder
Train in Vain - Annie Lennox
Through - George Micheal
Suicide Messiah - Black Label Society
Check my Brain - ALice in Chains
Bad Romance - Lady Gaga
Dead Bodies Everywhere - Korn

and special mention goes to Black Label Soceity, and Adam Lambert, for the most listened to *albums*

Top Ten Actors

Johnny Depp - everything.
Norman Reedus - Boondock Saints
Josh Holloway - Lost
 Ben Barnes - Narnia, Dorien Grey
Mark Salling - Glee
Alexander Skarsgard - True Blood
Slash
Taylor Kitsch - Friday Night Lights
Ian Somerholder - Vampire Diaries
Eric Dane - Greys Anatomy

Top Ten Actresses

Helena Bonham Carter - ALice in Woderland, Harry Potter
Emma Watson - Harry Potter
Anne Hathaway - Alice in Wonderland
Liv Tyler
Rachel LeFevre - Twilight
Ziyi Zhang - Memoirs of a Geisha
Aishwarya Rai- Bride and Prejudice 
Freida Pinto - Slumdog Millionaire
Chyler Leigh - Greys Anatomy
Yunjin Kim - Lost


and for those who care...
Top Ten muses, as voted on, by my own sense of madness...


Eduardo - Jorge Garcia
Georgette - Helena Bonham Carter
Renauld - Ben Barnes
Liam - Neorman Reedus
Robin - Johnny Depp
Corbin - Adrein Brody
Heph - Keith Richerds
Jackson - Ian McSHane
Max - its complicated.
Hannah - will edit to add her name, when my co writer reminds me of what it is.


I think, it would be fair to say, that this year, has been - difficult, at best.  between work and economic uncertainties, between Akiva and I both being diagnosed with aspergers/autism. (Jade too, probably before years end)  Akiva starting school.  and yes, stupid stresses - like the warcraft expansion, family arguments, my ongoing depression.
Ive started smoking again, something which I hate, but find useful, at the same time.
We've seen good things come too, though - and the gift of a mini-van, my son starting to say "I love you".  My sister returning from Vancouver.  Akiva doing well in school.  Alot of debts paid off.  The year, while - rough, has been - not a total loss.  
And theres been alot of personal growth, I know that.  The diagnoses of aspergers, for me, was - a wild revelation, that change my life, unlike anything else.  Ive learned that alot of my mental voices - particularly one that has caused me a great deal of stress and second guessing over the years, is actually leftover from my mother.  So now, we are working on "banishing" that terrible voice, that constantly tells me that Im "making it up" when Im sick, or angry, or "always turning mountains into molehills" when in actual fact, my emotions, and feelings in those times, are perfectly valid.


Next year, hopefully, will be less eventful. But with all the blessings added.

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